DistantApocalypse

I just turned 19 on Oct. 11, and nothing happened. Nothing. I was called by three or four people and to them I am grateful, and was later called afterwards by a few others who had forgotten and to them Iam also grateful. Ahh, I don't know. I figured something would happen. This is two years in a row the a birthday has passed with no real rememberance. I kind of feel like I am doomed into being one of those people who completely forget when their birthday is andnever celebrate it. Don't get me wrong, I don't expect a huge bash every time my birthday comes along, but I'd like for it to feel different than any other day and that just doesn't hap